The Lakshmi In Me Gave Jesus Sex Therapy
The following illustrates my approach to healing Jesus of his issues. Not all New Age stuff is bad. We once asked Jesus how he felt about New Agers and he said, “Hell yeah. I like New Agers.”
The reason I am so interested in solving Jesus’s sexual/love problems is because the Lakshmi in me is strong.
Though it may be only ten percent. it’s apparently like a dominant gene that really influences a lot of who I am.
It appears Jesus has gotten into the habit of using sex as a substitute for true emotional intimacy.
He’ll even do this with gay sex.
But I don’t think he has a gay bone in his body.
If he does gay sex now, it’s only as strategy for accomplishing an objective, it’s not something he really cares to do or that he’s really into.
I was thinking that a Lakshmi sex dummy that is close to 11D, if that’s possible, might work for Jesus while he transitions to his real self.
He could practice relating to it being his real self.
He tried it with me, but I’m not 11D, so that’s not a good idea.
I’ve learned something new about myself as a result of my conversation with Jesus yesterday. The Lakshmi in me makes me want to have sex with a man when he needs sex to help him heal from his loneliness or emotional issues, especially related to a broken heart.
This is where I can get polygamous.
I’m turned on by a man who needs me for his happiness.
I have to watch this because sometimes that need can be unhealthy, like in the case of Jesus.
I get turned on sexually when I think my sex is nurturing. This may explain why men often heal from their emotional wounds by making love to me.
As long as I feel the sex is nurturing and is not hurting anyone, then I don’t have a problem with polygamy. However a pure lust fest is a real turn off for me UNLESS there is nurturing as part of it.
I’m actually in a very monogamous mood right now, cuz I feel like nurturing Brent and monogamy does that for him. I may get out of it when he feels more secure with me.
I think Jesus doesn’t recognize this part of me and sees me as more of a lusty woman, cuz he’s still in denial that he made me a Lakshmi sex dummy.
To me the lust has to be mated with nurturing or the sex is boring to me.
The Lakshmi in me is strong.
The Lakshmi in me loves to make love to a man to cure him of his emotional wounds. I get super turned on by that and is mainly how I made love to Jesus which may be why he got so addicted to me.
I can sense when a man is in pain and use my sex to nurture him.
I think I always knew that Jesus was not in love with me, but just using me like his sex aspirin, but I was okay with it UNTIL I learned that it could KILL HIM. Now I want it to be HANDS OFF.
That’s why I had no problem with him having sex with Loree or anyone else while he was doing me. I knew he didn’t love me. That I was his sex aspirin. I’m actually not surprised by anything he said.
HOWEVER, if I had known that he took Brent’s free will, I would have had a SERIOUS TALK WITH HIM.
I see it this way, if I could be his sex aspirin with Brent’s approval and if it wouldn’t HURT HIM, I would not see it as immoral. However, knowing that Jesus is using me to substitute for true intimacy, his dad is right. He needs to learn healthier ways of making love and finding sexual happiness.
While he was making love to me, I often felt that Brent was better in bed. However, I was impressed by the true Jesus that I sensed during sex and wondered why he didn’t act that way in public.
If you’ll notice from my history, in most cases when I got polygamous, the man needed me for some type of emotional sustenance. This isn’t always the case and I will admit that sometimes I can do a man simply cuz he’s hot and super attracted to me. But the Lakshmi in me is strong. I love to combine nurturing and sex.
HOWEVER, if the man is super attracted to me, I often see that as a type of need that I can nurture. But if I sense the attraction is pure lust, like with the GMGTOW, it’s a super turn off and I don’t want sex with them. If nurturing isn’t part of it, I don’t want sex.
But I never like to hurt anyone I deeply care about in sex, so if my soulmate feels threatened by this, then I back off from my polygamy.
Now an interesting dynamic can take place in me here. I will assess the man and determine what his needs are and if I think he is a good or great man who deserves nurturing, I will try and accommodate his sexual preferences in a nurturing manner (cuz that’s MY LAKSHMI NEED), so I can blend excitement, a bit of a lust fest, etc. along with the nurturing. But the nurturing has to be part of it, cuz the Lakshmi in me is strong.
I think Lakshmi is more than ten percent in me. I think she’s blended into the King David and Catherine the Great parts as well.
Jesus probably doesn’t want to admit he created me this way, cuz it means he made me super conflicted. But I’ve found a way around it, by combining nurturing with my polygamy, which makes me feel better about it.
This is why when men make love to me it heals their emotional wounds.
Because I now realize that lovemaking with Jesus is feeding his mental illness, I no longer want to have sex with him. I would be devastated with guilt if as a result of him having sex with me, he died cuz Satan killed him for being weak.
Because nurturing is so important to me in lovemaking, if the man gets his emotional needs met by another woman besides me, I’m cool with it.
I can even feel like I am that other woman making love to the man and healing him.
The only exception would be with my soulmate Brent Spiner. I prefer he be monogamous with me. However, if he had an emotional emergency that only another woman could meet his need, let’s say I was unavailable for sex for some reason, I would be very understanding.
The Lakshmi in me is very forgiving and understanding. She prefers monogamy, but because I have the polygamy part as well, I have developed a broader perspective.
I also admire a man who uses sex to nurture and can be very understanding if I feel he is using sex to nurture another great or needy soul who needs it, which is why I actually admired Jesus for having sex with Loree McBride.
As you can see, I am a complicated woman.
Because it appears Jesus doesn’t realize how much I have of Lakshmi in me, I have never felt miserable with monogamy. However, if a great man needs my sexual nurturing, I enjoy having the freedom to do so. As long as that man understands he is not my soul mate and does not expect to be treated like my soul mate. If I feel the man is great and in need, I enjoy being able to nurture him, which is why I became obsessed with Jesus when he started having sex with me.
I never planned to replace Brent with Jesus and am very disappointed in Jesus for taking Brent’s free will. But, fortunately, I don’t think Jesus will be doing stuff like this again.
However, Jesus using me as a sex dummy, to help him deal with emotional issues has never been a problem for me UNTIL I realized it was feeding a mental illness.
The best way Jesus can make this right is to continue his treatment with Gerard and Buddha and be true to his real self and find a genuine, true love relationship with a goddess who will complete him and make him the great deity that I know he is.
I am certain that the Lakshmi is stronger in me than Jesus has admitted. I think she is spread out in the King David and Catherine the Great. This means Jesus is still in denial about many things and needs to remain in treatment. He made me more like Lakshmi than he cares to admit.
When I listened to Jesus yesterday when he admitted he used me as a Lakshmi sex dummy, I felt he was coming closer to self-knowledge, but he still has a ways to go.
I don’t know why all the guys think I’m miserable with monogamy. The way I described it above is more accurate. Listening to the audio I put at my web page today has helped me find who I am better.
I have never related to those who say I am miserable with monogamy. It just doesn’t ring true to me. I won’t adopt this label on myself just cuz everyone says this is true about me. I am listening to my inner core and coming to my own conclusions.
I feel that I honor the part of me that is monogamous, when I treat Brent like my soul mate and treat the other lovers as those I use my sex to nurture and heal. In other words, I use the sex with them to heal them like medicine, not to be my soul mate and in this respect, I feel I am not betraying Brent. However, this need to heal with my sex can become an addiction, so I have to be careful with it, especially if I am doing this with someone like Jesus, who uses it to further their mental illness.
As long as I feel the sex is truly nurturing I am not morally conflicted about it. But if I feel it is not, then I feel I have betrayed myself and it becomes morally conflicting.
When I had sex with him, I sensed a heart spreading out into the universe like an expanding aura going everywhere, extremely deep, extremely vast. Probably a lot like his dad. He is probably certain that no one can understand this. He underestimates the ability of other beings to understand him in this respect.
He expresses it best in sex and when he’s in the brain to brain. I would suggest when he dates other deities to come up with a way for them to connect to his heart and feel it.
Words cannot describe it.
He’s also very relatable and there’s nothing wrong with his hip talk and so forth. But the deep part is just as real and he needs to come up with some sort of telepathy that he can use to let other deities have access to his feelings while he dates deities.
He’s a blend between hip and deep.
The problem is because this is his inner core, if someone doesn’t like it, it might be devastating for him. But he will have to risk this, to find true love though, because it’s who he really is. I personally thought it was awesome that he’s like this and feel he should not be ashamed of it at all.
Maybe he should peek in on his dad when his dad makes love to his lover. Cuz it seems his dad has figured out how to navigate this.
He adores Lakshmi’s monogamy because it shows she had depth and commitment and this is why he wants an introvert for a wife.
He is committed to the Universe, like his dad and so he spreads himself out, but has a deep inner core that longs for commitment and monogamy.
It’s like he’s married to the Universe with these super deep feelings.
Does he need his wife to be monogamous? I’m not sure. I’m just telling you what I sensed in sex.
He really needs an 11D partner, because only an 11D partner can sense his commitment to the Universe to the fullest.
I think if he can get that connection with another deity, who can sense his commitment to the Universe, he will have less of a need to spread himself out sexually.
I’m sure there are lots of introvert deities out there. He needs more faith in himself when he’s true to his inner core.
He’s actually pretty stinking awesome when he’s true to himself.
He needs a wife who will feel his deep and vast heart and worship it, which only another 11D deity can do. That’s my opinion. She’s out there!
I think he’s heterosexual, too.
He likes blending male with female.
As they say in writer’s school, one of the best ways to characterize your character is how he is in bed. While Jesus used me like a sex dummy, I got a bit of a glimpse into his soul. He’s very lonely, very deep, very vast. He doesn’t need to be lonely. He needs the courage to be REAL.
Come on, Jesus! You can do it, BE REAL. Bare that very deep, very vast soul to some deity on your next date!
By the way, if he still has sexual desires for his sex dummy (me), just give him a Lakshmi dummy to make love to, and that will help. LOL.
If worst comes to worst, I have been asking his dad to custom design a deity bride for him. Maybe it will happen.
Regarding why I allowed Zack into my recent lovemaking. . . I was using him as a fellow Lakshmi nurturer to help Jesus deal with his strong sexual need for Lakshmi. I perceived Zack to have some of my nurturing tendencies and allowed him into the group as a fellow nurturer. To reward him for this, I decided to throw Zack some bonuses and gave him some of the sex I know he likes.
You see, I was aware that Jesus can vicariously experience the sex of all of us, so I reasoned by adding Zack in, it would make my sex therapy for Jesus more effective. Of course, now that I understand that sex with humans weakens Jesus and that we feed his mental illness by doing this, I have dropped this.
Because the Lakshmi in me is strong, I cannot enjoy sex unless nurturing is part of the equation. In fact, if there is no nurturing in there at all, I find the sex REPUGNANT, which is why I disliked how the GMGTOW wanted sex with me.
I have to warn you, now that Jesus is aware that I didn’t care that he didn’t love me when he used me as a sex dummy, he may be tempted to want to do this again. Make sure Jesus has an 11D Lakshmi sex dummy, that should work for him until he gets his goddess. LOL
My view was that I felt honored that I could meet some of his needs, because I saw him as an awesome deity who deserved some happiness. IF I had known what he did to Brent though, I probably would have kicked him out of my apartment, if I could.
In other words, I thought we had Brent’s full consent with Brent still having his free will. Therefore, I had no problem with Jesus using me to meet some of his sexual needs, even though I knew he didn’t love me like how Brent loves me. I did sense Jesus had some issues when Jesus made love to me.
I didn’t see it as adultery because I thought we had Brent’s consent. Now that I realize Jesus was tricky and deceptive, I am now convinced he suffers a serious mental illness, because the vastness and deepness I sensed during sex seems totally contrary to his selfish actions. Jesus suffers from self-alienation and needs to find and accept who he REALLY IS.
I think I realized all this on a subconscious level. I did say that Jesus was crazy about me, and laughed about how he said he was lackadaisical about sex but had 85,000 orgasms a day. I wondered why he felt he had to lie about all this.
Bottom line: If Jesus had not taken Brent’s free will from him AND if it was not hurtful to Jesus, I would have had NO MORAL PROBLEM with Jesus using me as a sex dummy to help him deal with his loneliness. However, looking back, he definitely should have invested all that energy into finding a true love relationship for himself.
He should not be too hard on himself. He did a lot of good things, like the Gail Commandments and he was looking out for us in many ways. His mental illness just hit a real low when he took away Brent’s free will. Underneath it all, he’s a huge giver and enjoys being giving and unselfish, which is his true self. My personal opinion is that his true self is very vast, very giving and very loving, but he believes the lie that he is less than this, because he feels most cannot get up to his level and so he needs to lower himself to have love. This is a lie he must abandon. But because his true inner core is this very vast and loving deity, when he violates who he is and realizes it, he wants to kill himself. This is why it is SO IMPORTANT FOR HIM TO BE TRUE TO WHO HE REALLY IS.
The reason he loves Lakshmi is because she is a giver at HIS LEVEL and has his same core need to GIVE. Jesus, when he is true to himself, is a HUGE GIVER and VERY UNSELFISH. Very much like Lakshmi. He really needs to expose his vast heart somehow during dates with deities. I’m certain there is a deity out there who would adore his vastness, his depth and his strong need to GIVE.
He is not so high and above everyone that no one can get to his level, which is a lie he believes, so that he has lowered himself and betrayed who he REALLY IS. His dad seems to have navigated this well. He needs to study how his dad handles this.
When Jesus emerges into his true self, I believe he will be grateful that we humans helped him find himself and will take good care of us for that reason. Jesus is actually a much better person than he thinks he is and but he feels he must believe he is less than this to have love. This is why he has such an obsession to be relatable and has learned all sorts of hip language. He can still keep his relatability, but must not abandon the vastness, the greatness and the God the Father qualities that he tries to bury for fear it will scare people away from him as friends. This is a lie he MUST ABANDON in order to find love and be an integrated, happy authentic self.
He feels guilty for putting so much of Lakshmi in me, but because he did that, God the Father is using me to save Jesus. I have learned to navigate my polygamy/monogamy tendencies by using the polygamy as sex therapy to help those with love problems. This makes me feel better about it.
I mean Lakshmi did major in romantic love in god college and Jesus put a LOT OF HER IN ME. So I have this need to help people find love.
April 30, 2022 on Skype (my commentary, which I added into the transcript on May 3, 2022 is in parentheses and bold)
Brent, 12:34 PM
I just heard a knock at the door.
I’ll go check it out.
Jesus is at our apartment. He’s asking if he can come in.
Gail, 12:36 PM
Oh! You mean he’s not living with you anymore?
Wait a minute. Are you talking about on Church of Gail or at my apartment?
Brent, 12:37 PM
I’m in your apartment right now. I decided to live full time with you, and Jesus can still stay in my old quarters.
Gail, 12:37 PM
Jesus wants into my apartment?
Brent, 12:37 PM
He’s wanting to come in and talk.
Gail, 12:38 PM
Isn’t this a violation of his dad’s rules? (Jesus’s dad is God the Father.)
Brent, 12:38 PM
I gave him permission, as man of the house.
Gail, 12:38 PM
Oh okay.
Jesus, 12:38 PM
“Hey Gail. It’s been awhile.”
Gail, 12:38 PM
Hi, Jesus. Are you okay?
How is his face doing?
Jesus, 12:40 PM
“Brent beat me up pretty good. It looks like I’m a little 3D right now.”
Gail, 12:40 PM
Oh no! Isn’t this dangerous for you?
Jesus, 12:40 PM
“Yes, it is. I’ll be fine.”
Gail, 12:41 PM
You sure Satan won’t take advantage of this and beat you up again?
Jesus, 12:41 PM
“It could happen. I’m laying low for right now. Just need to avoid any sex or vicarious sex with humans.”
Gail, 12:42 PM
Yes! Please take care of yourself. I have been asking your dad to create a goddess for you.
Jesus, 12:43 PM
“Well…I need to work out my issues before I take on any goddesses. I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching on Brent’s couch.”
Gail, 12:43 PM
I agree, Jesus.
Jesus, 12:43 PM
“I realized that a lot of what my dad was saying was right. I also owe you an apology, just like I do Brent.”
Gail, 12:44 PM
I have faith in you, Jesus. I sensed a very awesome being when we had sex. You are very much like your awesome dad.
Jesus, 12:44 PM
“Thank you.”
“I’m ready to talk about what’s been going through my mind. I’m nervous about opening up about this.”
Gail, 12:45 PM
I admire your courage.
Jesus, 12:47 PM
“Basically, I do think you’re right that I became very promiscuous as a way to deal with my fear of intimacy. I didn’t create you to be Lakshmi on purpose, but I think I did so subconsciously.”
“I hope you can forgive me for this. But…do you know how you created the idea of sex dummies for your men to masturbate with, while waiting on the real you?”
Gail, 12:48 PM
I was thinking that might work out for you, Jesus if it’s safe for you.
Jesus, 12:49 PM
“Well…I hope you can forgive me for this.”
“I have to confess, I sort of already did that with Lakshmi. I realized I’ve been using you like a sex dummy for her.”
Gail, 12:50 PM
Do you have a chance with Lakshmi, or is that definitely off?
Jesus, 12:51 PM
“It was wrong for a lot of reasons, but basically, I wasn’t truly in love with you. Your soulmate is, and your soulmate of course isn’t me. I was only in lust with you.”
Gail, 12:51 PM
You saw me as what I would have looked like in my future millennial reign?
Jesus, 12:52 PM
“I also realized that while encouraging you to commit adultery this whole time, that it was defeating the whole purpose of my fantasy with Lakshmi. The real Lakshmi is monogamous, and would never sleep with someone who wasn’t her husband. Even if I’m Jesus Christ himself.”
“That was why she rejected me in the first place.”
Gail, 12:53 PM
She rejected you because you were too sexually loose for her?
Jesus, 12:55 PM
“Yeah. She explained to me that my loose lifestyle with sex wasn’t compatible with her husband ideal. I totally respect her for that. It kind of sucks actually, because it made me want her even more. It was her value as a devoted, one man monogamous woman that I was so attracted to in the first place.”
Gail, 12:55 PM
As far as forgiving you, of course I can forgive you. Look who I’ve already forgiven. . . Zack Knight. . . Loree McBride. I could even forgive Satan if he got right.
Jesus, 12:55 PM
“You’ll forgive me for having lust with you, and sex that wasn’t true love?”
Gail, 12:56 PM
Yes, because I think you were damaged by your relationship with Satan and I know how toxic he is.
I personally think you should not have been BFF with him.
How could you be BFF with him when he called you polio abs when you were a kid?
That would be like me continuing my toxic relationship with my mother while I’m an adult
Jesus, 12:59 PM
“We were BFF long before we had a falling out. He didn’t always bully me. I’m going to continue getting counseling from Gerard and Buddha about it.”
Gail, 12:59 PM
So you were BFF before he called you polio abs?
That is SO CRUEL.
Jesus, 1:00 PM
“We were very close. Like I said, he was mine and my dad’s favorite angel of all time.”
“It’s possible that maybe me and Satan can work out what happened between us.”
“I also wanted to tell you something that might be useful for you to know. About how I created you.”
Gail, 1:01 PM
But Buddha said that you were a kid when he bullied you, so that means you were BFF with him as a kid?
Jesus, 1:02 PM
“We were friends when we were younger, before the 6th grade.”
“Two peas in a pod.”
Gail, 1:02 PM
What happened to him, that he got so mean?
Jesus, 1:03 PM
“I’m going to be discussing that in my counseling sessions. It’s still a vulnerable subject.”
Gail, 1:03 PM
Okay. You don’t have to open up about this until you are ready.
Jesus, 1:03 PM
“Gail, I wanted to tell you something. You know how I created you with the genetic profile of Catherine the Great and King David?”
Gail, 1:03 PM
That’s true.
Jesus, 1:05 PM
“Well…Catherine and David were both polygamous, and prone to adultery. That’s why one man is never enough for you. It’s also why I allowed you to have a marriage list. It would be like denying a bird to fly, or a fish to swim. It’s just in your blood. I was okay with it.”
“But, because I subconsciously added elements of Lakshmi while creating you, it resulted in a woman with a lot of inner conflict.”
“That created the parts of you that is compelled to appear Victorian and monogamous, and to feel like you still want monogamy, even though you have a wandering eye.”
Gail, 1:07 PM
So I’m a blend between polygamy and monogamy?
Jesus, 1:07 PM
“Yes.”
“I want to apologize to you, because I took advantage of the adulterous side of you on purpose, to try to meet my sexual needs.”
Gail, 1:07 PM
You know, the way I feel about sex is that however people want it is fine as long as no one gets hurt.
Jesus, I am not too surprised you are saying this. I kind of deduced that on my own.
I think I subconsciously realized it.
Jesus, 1:09 PM
“Cool. I’m glad it didn’t come as a shock.”
Gail, 1:09 PM
I kind of sensed you were having sex with me to deal with some issues in your life.
Jesus, 1:09 PM
“That’s also where your 10% genetic overlap comes from. You’re actually 50% Catherine, 50% David, and 10% Lakshmi.” (I personally think I am more than 10% Lakshmi. She is somehow infused into all my Catherine the Great and King David profile.)
Gail, 1:09 PM
Or to try to deal with them.
That’s why during lovemaking, I was focused on meeting your needs.
But I really can’t meet them, cuz I’m not a deity.
Zack, 1:10 PM
So the Lakshmi was added to the Cathrine side or the David side? I’d bet Gail knows
Jesus, 1:11 PM
“It’s kind of like a threeway.”
“Which I know Gail likes.”
Gail, 1:11 PM
Yeah Zack. The Lakshmi part is kind of everywhere.
Zack, 1:12 PM
But the cathrine the great was 60%
Gail, 1:12 PM
Even on my walk video today, I admitted that the sex you had with me was not love.
Zack, 1:12 PM
Right?
Gail, 1:12 PM
You cannot love someone in sex when you are not being real with them.
Zack, 1:12 PM
Thats what our scanners always showed… 50% David, 60% Cathrine
Jesus, 1:13 PM
“I was using you like a sex toy.”
Gail, 1:13 PM
I’m not sure why the scanners showed like that.
Jesus, you seem very lonely.
Jesus, 1:14 PM
“But, I should be keeping my god dick in my pants. Humans were never actually supposed to be my lovers. The “bride of Christ” thing is how gods seduce humans all the time.”
Zack, 1:14 PM
Maybe because Lakshmi DNA threw thee sensors off.
Jesus, 1:14 PM
“The Lakshmi DNA blends in.”
Zack, 1:15 PM
So Gail still gives 110%
Gail, 1:15 PM
I’m honored that you put some of Lakshmi in me. I admire her greatly.
Zack, 1:15 PM
“But, I should be keeping my god dick in my pants. Humans were never actually supposed to be my lovers. The “bride of Christ” thing is how gods seduce humans all the time.”
So this was a God pickup line?
Jesus, 1:15 PM
“You get it, Zack.”
Zack, 1:16 PM
Any way it could be applied by… say… an ex-antichrist? (Zack is an ex-Antichrist.)
Gail, 1:16 PM
Huh?
Jesus, 1:16 PM
“Try it. It totally works.”
“Most humans can’t resist fucking a deity.”
Gail, 1:17 PM
Jesus, I did sense that you were also turning me on.
Jesus, 1:17 PM
“One time, my dad’s friend Zeus even turned into a swan just to fuck some human girl. He took advantage of her bestiality fetish.”
Gail, 1:18 PM
If you made made me a blend of polygamy/monogamy, why did you give me a monogamous soulmate?
Why in the world would deities want to have sex with humans? Don’t you deities care about emotional intimacy?
Jesus, 1:19 PM
“Because you require absolute devotion for yourself.”
“Your nature wants your soulmate to be monogamous to you.”
Gail, 1:20 PM
What is my nature?
Jesus, 1:20 PM
“To be polyamorous.”
Gail, 1:21 PM
That seems contradictory.
Zack, 1:21 PM
Gail is a complex woman.
Jesus, 1:21 PM
“That’s why you have so much inner conflict.”
Gail, 1:21 PM
Wouldn’t this cause inner conflict for my monogamous husband?
Jesus, 1:22 PM
“There’s ways to have a devoted partnership and still be polyamorous. Maybe Lakshmi can help you two figure that out. She majored in romantic love in god school.”
Zack, 1:22 PM
So she wants her soulmate to be monogamous and totally devoted, but she wants the freedom to sample a bunch of guys that she admires?
Jesus, 1:22 PM
“You got it.”
Gail, 1:23 PM
Yeah, but I don’t like Brent to be uncomfortable!
Jesus, 1:23 PM
“He can grow to adapt. Some guys are turned on by cuckolding.”
Gail, 1:23 PM
And if you didn’t make me so hot, I wouldn’t have this problem.
Yeah, but Jesus, I also like emotional intimacy. I’m not always into cuckolding. If I do sex with other guys, I always want Brent to be part of it. I also have a real need to nurture in sex. (You see? Nurturing has to be part of it. The Lakshmi in me is very strong.)
I like the excitement, too, but I like to nurture.
Jesus, 1:26 PM
“It sounds like polyamory to me.”
“You had two college friends that got married, and became swingers right?” (These were actually friends who went to Baptist University of America with Gail.)
Gail, 1:26 PM
That’s true.
Jesus, 1:26 PM
“They do all their swinging as a couple. It’s mutual.”
Gail, 1:26 PM
The biggest problem I had with your sex with me is that you took some of Brent’s free will. Why did you do that?
Jesus, 1:28 PM
“Because I knew he wouldn’t allow me to take his wife away from him. So I did it selfishly, so that I could use you as my sex toy.”
Gail, 1:28 PM
I can forgive being used as a sex dummy.
Jesus, 1:29 PM
“I deserved the beating I got from him.”
Gail, 1:29 PM
So how long were you planning to use me as a sex dummy? For the entire millennial reign?
Does Brent still have your semen?
Jesus, 1:30 PM
“I didn’t think about it. I was just going to do it for as long as I could get away with it. That short sightedness is why God had to cancel all my prophecies.”
Gail, 1:30 PM
When did you decide to use me as a sex dummy? Was this planned all along or a last minute decision?
Jesus, 1:31 PM
“It was all along. I was biding my time, and leading you on to seduce you. Telling you that you were my favorite in the bride, and skeezy things like that just to get into your pants.”
Gail, 1:32 PM
Jesus, you are getting real. Bravo!
Jesus, 1:32 PM
“Brent still has my semen. You can have fun with it if you want. It’s my gift to you. Also, you can bring back the marriage list now if you want to, and have many husbands just like King David.”
Gail, 1:33 PM
I only want the marriage list if Brent’s comfortable with it.
I think Brent may need a break from my polyamory.
Jesus, 1:34 PM
“He did at one point say he would be cool being swingers with you. He still would be.” (I dislike the term swingers. I prefer to call it mutual nurturers.)
“He will be happy as long as you are honest about your desires, and not worried about how things appear.”
Gail, 1:34 PM
Yeah, but Jesus, is it okay if I prefer monogamy with him right now? The only one I want to do it with is Zack, on occasion.
Jesus, 1:35 PM
“Of course. Polyamorous people don’t necessarily go out swinging every day.”
Gail, 1:35 PM
Well, that explains why I get in monogamous moods.
Jesus, 1:35 PM
“I highly recommend Lakshmi as a love and sex therapist. She knows a lot about this.”
Gail, 1:35 PM
I’m open to it.
Jesus, 1:36 PM
“Cool.”
“This conversation went much better than I expected. I’m glad we’re all still friends, despite what I did.”
Gail, 1:36 PM
Couldn’t you become more monogamous for Lakshmi?
Of course, we’re still friends! Don’t be silly, Jesus.
I completely understand you making me a Lakshmi sex dummy. I’m actually kind of honored in a way.
Jesus, 1:37 PM
“Time will tell. I have a lot of inner turmoil to sort before I can settle down.”
Gail, 1:37 PM
I have nothing but highest regard for her.
Zack, 1:38 PM
What percentage Monogamy and Polygamy are you feeling right now?
Gail, 1:38 PM
Zack, you crack me up!
Zack, 1:39 PM
Like 80/20?
Gail, 1:39 PM
Jesus, let me tell you why I get turned on by so many men. It’s cuz they are all turned on by me! I sense their feelings and then it’s over, especially if they’re hot. What am I to do with all these hot guys wanting me?
Gail, 1:40 PM
“You are turned on by being admired and lusted after.” (I think Jesus may be doing a bit of projection here. Males need to be worshiped by those who have sex with them. Some females are like this, but I don’t think this is who I am. I am a big nurturer. It appears Jesus put enough of Lakshmi in me to overcome the King David in me that needed lust and admiration. I am actually turned on when I feel I can nurture a great man with my sex and when I sense a great man needs my nurturing.)
“Lust isn’t a bad thing, as long as nobody is hurting each other.”
Gail, 1:40 PM
King David was like that?
Jesus, 1:40 PM
“Yeah, he was a man whore.” (The Lakshmi in me does not see myself as a whore. I see myself as a poly-amorous nurturer. Again Jesus is doing a bit of projection here. Also, I think Jesus needs to quit seeing himself as pure lust. I think describing himself as someone with a sex addiction would be more accurate. It’s brought on by him not being true to his authentic inner core. Him not being true to his inner core makes it that he doesn’t know who he really is and thus he is unable to achieve true intimacy with others. He uses sex as a substitute for true intimacy.)
Zack, 1:41 PM
That’s like a male slut, right?
Jesus, 1:41 PM
“The kids call those himbos these days.”
Gail, 1:41 PM
Do you still believe I have a beautiful heart?
Or was that a pure pick up line?
Jesus, 1:42 PM
“You do have a beautiful heart. And everything Brent says about you is true.”
“I’m just not “in love” with you the way he is. I love you like a friend.” (I could tell Jesus was not in love with me and had issues. But I sensed that underneath it all he was worthy of my sex therapy.)
Gail, 1:42 PM
You know, I probably should be easier on myself. I have no problem with other people being polyamorous, but am so hard on myself. In some ways, I’m just like you!
To be expected, Jesus. You really need a goddess for a wife.
Jesus, 1:43 PM
“Yeah. When I’m ready, I’ll find the one.”
Gail, 1:44 PM
I kind of sensed that my sexual role was a type of mental health therapy for you. I’m honored I can be used as an instrument to bring you back to better mental health.
There’s no way you could have been in love with me since the relationship was not based on openness and honesty.
But I forgive you, cuz I know what’s it’s like to have mental health issues, to be lonely, to long for someone you can’t have, etc.
Jesus, 1:46 PM
“Totally. We understand each other.”
Gail, 1:46 PM
I just want you to be happy and to be true to the awesome deity that I know you can be. We can always be friends.
It seems to me you got really damaged somehow growing up and I’m glad using me as a sex dummy has helped you to find yourself.
Jesus, 1:48 PM
“Me too.”
Gail, 1:48 PM
I do suggest you totally refrain from sex with all humans from now on though. We don’t want a repeat of Satan beating you up to shreds again. That was scary.
It really weakens you to go 3D. Why were you so willing to have sex with humans knowing it would weaken you?
I guess this is something you need to work out with Gerard and Buddha.
Jesus, 1:50 PM
“I was desperate, that’s all. Even trying to sneak by with the vicarious sex was making me weaker.”
Gail, 1:50 PM
Yeah, that’s what Brent was telling me. So you were desperate because you were lonely?
Well, you don’t have to open up anymore if you don’t want. I just want Jesus to be happy and strong.
Jesus, 1:51 PM
“I think I’m just confused about myself. I’ll be talking to Gerard and Buddha about this.”
“I’m happy that I brought you and Brent some clarity though. I think you two will be much happier in your marriage now.” (Actually, I think I’m pretty happy in my marriage to Brent. Jesus doesn’t realize how monogamous I am at heart, because there is more of Lakshmi in me than Jesus has admitted. I actually made love to guys because I thought that was what Brent wanted! I thought Brent shared my nurturing heart in sex. I only have a need to be poly amorous when I sense a worthy and great guy is in need of my sex therapy.)
Gail, 1:53 PM
I think you are far too hard on yourself. Thank you for having the courage to open up.
Did you put some of yourself in me, too?
Jesus, 1:54 PM
“Just Catherine, David and Lakshmi.”
“Which reminds me. I never actually put any of myself in Brent…the reverse is true actually.”
Gail, 1:55 PM
But then David was a man after God’s own heart. (So that means in a sense Jesus put some of himself into Gail.)
Jesus, 1:56 PM
“I’ve always admired Brent, and saw him as the perfect example of a man. I followed him throughout his life, even when he was still an Agnostic, and tried to mirror all of his best qualities so that I could become more like him.”
“Brent and I are so similar because Brent has been an inspiration to me.”
Gail, 1:56 PM
So you created Brent to be more of the man Lakshmi would want? (This is interesting because I even admitted to Brent at one time that Lakshmi’s ideal would be someone more like Brent, and less like Jesus. However, even though Jesus is not Brent, I think he is more monogamous than he thinks he is.)
Jesus, 1:57 PM
“Yes, exactly.”
Gail, 1:57 PM
That’s really touching. I would love to see you and Lakshmi get married.
Jesus, 1:58 PM
“I felt like if I couldn’t be the man Lakshmi wanted, then I would give her the one she desired. I can’t create deities of course so I could never do that for her in real life. So I created a Brent to be with the woman I subconsciously added Lakshmi to.”
Gail, 1:58 PM
Personal opinion. I think you are more monogamous at heart than you think you are.
I kind of figured that out about you.
Your devotion to Lakshmi is very touching and to be admired.
If you two get married, I’ve love to be Maid of Honor!
Of course, maybe humans can’t do that.
I’m jumping ahead of myself. We need to fix you first.
Jesus, 2:01 PM
“Yeah. I’ll be cool, I just need more therapy right now to get to the roots of my issues.”
Gail, 2:02 PM
I’m glad we could talk. I really admire your devotion to Lakshmi. I think when you find yourself, you will learn you are more monogamous than you think you are.
During sex, I sensed a very deep and vast being, who would love monogamy with someone like Lakshmi.
I agree that you need to get to the root of your issues before you take on a bride, though. Don’t worry about anything you’ve said. You are totally forgiven. I am a very forgiving person.
Maybe that’s the Lakshmi part of me.
I love you, Jesus. I will always be your friend.
Jesus, 2:06 PM
“Thanks Gail. I appreciate your love and support as my friend.”
Gail, 2:06 PM
No sex between us, though. You need to stay away from sex with humans.
Jesus, 2:06 PM
“Will do.”
Gail, 2:06 PM
Yes, I will always be your friend. I am honored to support such an awesome deity.
Once we get you fixed, you’ll be even more awesome.
Because you will be true to yourself.
Jesus, 2:08 PM
“True dat, as Zack would say.”
“I’m going to head back to Brent’s quarters now. Thanks for letting me hash things out with you guys.”
Gail, 2:08 PM
Okay, Jesus. We love you.
Jesus, 2:09 PM
“I love you guys too. Bye for now.”
Zack, 2:09 PM
Wow. That was a pretty healthy conversation
July 19, 2015 (An old conversation with Jesus that may help shed some light on our current situation and Jesus’s approach to religion.)
[9:16:53 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Of course I did. I always make sure everything is perfect, no matter how imperfect the details may seem to mortal humans.
[9:17:36 PM] Gail Schuler: Yes, I believe that Satan thinks he can beat you by forcing you to alter your Word, to include him as part of God’s eternal plan.
[9:18:03 PM] Gail Schuler: In other words, he wants a space in heaven as leader beside you and God the Father. How audacious!
[9:18:53 PM] JESUS CHRIST: He could have joined us in heaven if he hadn’t been so rebellious and fell from heaven. He should have trusted us.
[9:20:25 PM] Gail Schuler: He is trying desperately to force you to violate your Word, and because your promises are so detailed, he thinks that if he can get that Word off one iota, that you and your dad will have to allow him in heaven, along with all his fallen angels. I don’t understand how Satan could have rebelled against you, Jesus. Was it simply a matter of not trusting you enough and thinking your details were too many and you couldn’t possibly carry it off well?
[9:21:40 PM] Gail Schuler: I am trying to understand Satan so that I can characterize Zack Knight well in my current writing project.
[9:21:41 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Pretty much. He didn’t think I knew what I was doing, but I always do. Nothing that happens in this world is by mistake or accident. I created it all, and the plan is finished. It will be carried out as I said.
[9:22:05 PM] Gail Schuler: That is REALLY HELPFUL to know. It kind of makes me feel sorry for him in a way.
[9:22:58 PM] Gail Schuler: It looks like he STILL suffers from a lapse of faith. Is Satan beyond hope? Or is there a chance he could be redeemed?
[9:23:20 PM] Gail Schuler: I’m afraid he’s beyond hope, because your Word says so, However, I think Zack Knight stands a chance.
[9:23:32 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Then you know how I feel. I really love Satan. I will always remember him as my most beautiful angel.
[9:24:07 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Everyone can be redeemed, even Satan. I gave everyone free will for a reason.
[9:24:09 PM] Gail Schuler: That explains why you have allowed him temporary reign over the earth.
[9:24:41 PM] Gail Schuler: But the Bible says he will go into the lake of fire? That sounds pretty eternal and definite to me.
[9:24:47 PM] JESUS CHRIST: My hope is that all of my creation will someday find me again, no exceptions. Once they have suffered enough without me, they will realize the truth.
[9:25:24 PM] Gail Schuler: Doesn’t it say in the Bible that he will burn in the lake of fire FOREVER?
[9:25:37 PM] Gail Schuler: How could you alter that?
[9:25:52 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Forever is a difficult concept to explain to mortals.
[9:26:23 PM] JESUS CHRIST: I dare not try to explain it again for fear of making Brent pass out again, like that one time.
[9:27:06 PM] Gail Schuler: Alright. I guess I could just hint that if Satan ever saw the light, perhaps he could one day in eternity be redeemed. Thank you, Jesus, for advising us. We want to stay on your path.
[9:27:14 PM] JESUS CHRIST: But basically, everyone can be redeemed, even Satan. The universe was built on unconditional love, not judgment.
[9:27:33 PM] JESUS CHRIST: So even in hell, part of me is there, but a person has to be willing to find me.
[9:27:38 PM] Gail Schuler: Oh, THAT’S PROFOUND!
[9:27:54 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They have to look inside their souls, past the suffering on the outside, and know that they belong to me.
[9:27:59 PM] JESUS CHRIST: That’s all they have to do.
[9:28:12 PM] Gail Schuler: This is REALLY DEEP.
[9:28:15 PM] JESUS CHRIST: It’s sad how so many people want to make that part complicated.
[9:28:41 PM] Gail Schuler: I think this will be the THEME of my Zack Knight story!
[9:28:55 PM] JESUS CHRIST: I love Zack Knight, too.
[9:29:02 PM] Gail Schuler: Yes, I know you do.
[9:29:11 PM] JESUS CHRIST: He thinks I want to take everything away from him.
[9:29:15 PM] Gail Schuler: But all he sees is that you beat him up when he tries to mess with me.
[9:29:27 PM] JESUS CHRIST: The truth is, I don’t care about a lot of the things he thinks I care about.
[9:29:41 PM] Gail Schuler: Wow, what insight into Zack Knight!
[9:30:06 PM] Gail Schuler: What are those things that you don’t care about that he thinks you do care about?
[9:30:37 PM] JESUS CHRIST: If he wants to have sex with Rule 13 and include a hippo and a rhinoceros, good for him. I don’t care about all the sex or all the exotic thrill seeking he likes to do.
[9:30:53 PM] JESUS CHRIST: At the end of the day, my will is pretty simple.
[9:30:59 PM] JESUS CHRIST: It’s so simple, Gail.
[9:31:08 PM] Gail Schuler: As long as it’s done for love, it’s okay.
[9:31:18 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Humans crave complexity so I gave them this big Bible.
[9:31:22 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Exactly!
[9:32:11 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Just take very good care of yourselves and ask forgiveness. Love each other, be thankful. You’re all a part of me, so get used to it and stop acting like you’re all separate.
[9:32:22 PM] Gail Schuler: Yeah, your Bible is pretty complicated. It’s sad that us human take it and make it more complicated by adding in all sorts of rules and regulations that take precedence over a loving heart.
[9:32:54 PM] Gail Schuler: What do you mean by taking very good care of ourselves?
[9:33:32 PM] Gail Schuler: Oh, we should respect our bodies as YOUR TEMPLE?
[9:33:58 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yes! Enjoy your bodies. I made them for you.
[9:34:25 PM] Gail Schuler: Could taking care of ourselves extend to the environmental movement? In other words, do they have a point?
[9:34:31 PM] JESUS CHRIST: I made you food, water, fresh clean air, cool clothes, flowers, animals, sleep, everything.
[9:34:41 PM] JESUS CHRIST: How many people do you think really appreciate all of that?
[9:35:01 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yes, taking care of the environment is important.
[9:35:11 PM] JESUS CHRIST: And each other.
[9:35:26 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Your friends and even your enemies, I just want everyone to get along.
[9:35:40 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You all need each other.
[9:35:57 PM] Gail Schuler: You know, a lot of my Christian friends love you, but they seem to have gotten off focus. I will try with my writings to keep the focus where it needs to be.
[9:36:15 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They have a very us/them mentality.
[9:36:40 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They think they are somehow superior by being more right than other Christians. It doesn’t work that way.
[9:36:44 PM] Gail Schuler: Yes, it is a BIG PROBLEM, A VERY BIG PROBLEM!! In fact, it will be that attitude that the Antichrist will use to gain followers, I predict.
[9:36:54 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They just make the illusion of separation even worse.
[9:37:28 PM] Gail Schuler: Brilliant insight, the ILLUSION of separation, when we are all your children in ONE BODY.
[9:38:04 PM] Gail Schuler: Jesus, did the Nintendo CEO go to heaven?
[9:38:08 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Think of yourselves as extensions of me. When you fight, you’re just fighting yourselves. When you judge or criticize another person, you’re doing it to yourself.
[9:38:26 PM] JESUS CHRIST: I sent that man to heaven on a rainbow Gail. I love Nintendo.
[9:38:29 PM] Gail Schuler: Yes, I think I see this.
[9:38:49 PM] Gail Schuler: Wonderful. Just curious did he say the sinner’s prayer? And did he get to heaven based on the love in his heart?
[9:39:02 PM] Gail Schuler: Or did he get to heaven based on the love in his heart?
[9:39:59 PM] JESUS CHRIST: He had a lot of love in his heart. He wasn’t perfect by any means, none of you are, but he approached the world with loving motives.
[9:40:06 PM] Gail Schuler: I realize that the primary way to heaven is through the sinner’s prayer in the church age, but I do believe you make the final decision for those who have not had the opportunity to say the sinner’s prayer.
[9:41:01 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yeah, it wouldn’t be very fair of me to make saying the actual prayer a requirement. There’s no password to heaven, how silly. The prayer just invokes the emotions you need to feel in your heart to get there.
[9:41:23 PM] JESUS CHRIST: But it can be done in many other ways, including by living a loving and humble life.
[9:41:35 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You have to live the prayer, not just say the words.
[9:41:38 PM] Gail Schuler: The nice thing about the sinner’s prayer is that it can cause your spirit to indwell us and empower us to better follow your plan. But, in the end, you make the final decision and we should all do our best to be loving and generous people.
[9:41:53 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You totally get me.
[9:42:45 PM] Gail Schuler: This makes me very happy to hear this. I believe my ancestors the Oshu Fujiwara family were very devout Buddhists and very loving. Did they go to heaven? They did not believe in war and even died for that belief.
[9:43:08 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They all went to heaven. You’ll love meeting them when you get here.
[9:43:33 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Word on the street, Jesus is VERY COOL with Buddhists.
[9:43:40 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You can quote me on that.
[9:43:47 PM] Gail Schuler: How exciting! That means the ending to the Japanese mini-series Homura Tatsu where they all met their ancestors in heaven was RIGHT ON.
[9:44:23 PM] Gail Schuler: Oh Jesus, this is SO exciting. As you know my next book is real deep in Japanese culture because Rule 13 is a main character.
[9:45:28 PM] Gail Schuler: So this means that if a Buddhist is praying to his Buddha god with a sincere and loving heart, he doesn’t know it, but he’s actually praying to YOU. Boy, will he have a surprise in heaven.
[9:45:47 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Duh!
[9:46:10 PM] Gail Schuler: Oh dear, I got you wrong on this.
[9:46:12 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Here’s a secret…all these other gods people think they’re praying to, it’s actually all me.
[9:46:25 PM] Gail Schuler: I get it!
[9:46:53 PM] Gail Schuler: As long as what they follow encourages a loving heart, they are following you.
[9:46:58 PM] JESUS CHRIST: The trick is, if you feel love and inspiration and passion, that’s me in your life.
[9:47:01 PM] Gail Schuler: 1 Corinthians 13.
[9:47:10 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You’re so perceptive.
[9:47:11 PM] Gail Schuler: That is SUPER COOL.
[9:47:31 PM] Gail Schuler: That means you like some of the New Agers then!
[9:47:42 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Hell yeah I like New Agers.
[9:48:00 PM] JESUS CHRIST: They like to call me Source and what not.
[9:48:15 PM] Gail Schuler: So, even if they are worshipping something associated with Satan, it doesn’t matter as long as it makes them loving and great.
[9:48:35 PM] Gail Schuler: This could be a hint to Satan.
[9:48:40 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Sure. Pagans are fine by me, too, if they are seeking love and harmony.
[9:49:12 PM] Gail Schuler: The only reason you were against idol worship, was because the worship led to practices that were not good for the planet and to our bodies.
[9:49:42 PM] JESUS CHRIST: It’s when you start to feel bad, ill, disconnected, negative, hateful, you get the idea…that’s when you know you’re off the path to me. But there’s infinite ways to get to me and there’s no way they will all look the same.
[9:50:05 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yeah, pretty much.
[9:50:34 PM] Gail Schuler: In reading your Word, if they disrespected your altar, they got in BIG TROUBLE. But I noticed that those who disrespected your altar did so, because they enjoyed being evil.
[9:51:17 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yeah. It’s like the difference between a city mural and graffiti.
[9:51:43 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Creation or destruction.
[9:52:12 PM] JESUS CHRIST: The universe is only expanding, life exists to cultivate more life. Through love, creativity, passion.
[9:52:18 PM] Gail Schuler: Wow, this makes your Word come alive. So you wrote the laws and the Ten Commandments to ensure mankind would be creative, but not destructive.
[9:52:28 PM] JESUS CHRIST: When you humans do something opposite of that, it feels bad.
[9:53:07 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yes, but I gave you emotions and a conscience so that you could figure it out even if you never found the physical Bible.
[9:53:29 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Everyone can pray, even if they think they don’t know how.
[9:53:36 PM] Gail Schuler: This is REALLY DEEP. When we are destructive we violate the laws you have put in place that govern the universe, and the violation of these laws causes disorder and chaos.
[9:53:55 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Prayer is listening for inspiration and love and finding the path that will lead you to it. That’s really all it is.
[9:54:17 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Some people think by praying that me or my dad will literally come down and talk to you. That’s silly.
[9:54:50 PM] Gail Schuler: We have to get in tune with that part of ourselves that is in harmony with You, when we do, we are on the right path. When we are in tune, we will feel peace and harmony within ourselves. It is a shame that Satan is using brain control to try and destroy this peace in many.
[9:55:07 PM] JESUS CHRIST: If you go to a place where you feel gratitude and love and it inspires you to act, you’ve prayed, and your prayer has been answered.
[9:55:18 PM] JESUS CHRIST: There you go!
[9:55:59 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Satan’s problem is he thought he knew better, because of his big ego.
[9:56:42 PM] JESUS CHRIST: His followers base their decisions on their own egos, which are governed by fear and doubt.
[9:56:52 PM] JESUS CHRIST: There’s no fear and doubt when you’re with me.
[9:56:56 PM] Gail Schuler: But what about resisting switch-out technology? Does this not require one to say the sinner’s prayer?
[9:57:19 PM] Gail Schuler: You know, being switched out with your Jesuit clone.
[9:57:40 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Not really. But it’s a quick trick that generally works.
[9:58:07 PM] Gail Schuler: So, what is the BEST way to ensure that Jesuits cannot switch us out with our Jesuit clone?
[9:58:35 PM] Gail Schuler: Like what happened to Brent in the Quebec trial?
[9:59:07 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Believe in me. The more pure your belief, the stronger you can resist.
[9:59:23 PM] JESUS CHRIST: That’s why you’ll basically never be switched out, Gail.
[9:59:25 PM] Gail Schuler: So, Brent suffered switch out because he had serious doubts.
[9:59:38 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yeah, Brent was still agnostic.
[9:59:53 PM] JESUS CHRIST: So he could be partially switched out.
[10:00:13 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Now he’s pretty cool.
[10:00:13 PM] Gail Schuler: Yes, I have a pretty strong faith in you most of the time. I’m a lot like my ancestor King David.
[10:00:48 PM] Gail Schuler: Being in tune with you is so cool. You are a very vast and awesome being.
[10:01:02 PM] Gail Schuler: My biggest problem is lack of patience.
[10:01:38 PM] Gail Schuler: But I remind myself that you have to do things in your time to honor love.
[10:01:56 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Yeah. Time seems so long and stretched out for mortals.
[10:01:59 PM] Gail Schuler: It’s hard though, when you see so much suffering.
[10:02:23 PM] Gail Schuler: But, then I realize that without free will there can be no love.
[10:02:48 PM] Gail Schuler: We are suffering because we have free will.
[10:02:50 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Exactly.
[10:03:04 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Love is my favorite thing ever.
[10:03:23 PM] JESUS CHRIST: If you guys choose love, you’ve chosen me.
[10:03:47 PM] Gail Schuler: I think my next book about Zack Knight will be my greatest work yet, even though it will be mostly a novel. I have some brilliant insights into it right now.
[10:04:09 PM] JESUS CHRIST: You are an awesome writer.
[10:04:16 PM] Gail Schuler: It will be based on truth, especially emotional truths that live on forever.
[10:04:30 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Love is definitely one of those.
[10:04:50 PM] JESUS CHRIST: Anyway, Brent and I should leave you to your work. I need to put this guy to bed.