Jesus Has Not Forgotten Us
UPDATE on Dec. 8, 2022: Jesus does not want us obsessing over Him.
The Skype transcript below is taken from a Skype conversation with Brent right after Jesus left us on June 18, 2022. Some Christians are feeling a little “lost” right now and I think my latest posts will help. For this reason, I don’t think Jesus will mind my intelligent “guesses” at this time, especially if they are close to the truth even though He said that “as far as any future Bibles or Bible Prophecies are concerned, I want to make it clear to humans that it’s nobody’s business at this time. The future of humanity is for me to know and for future generations to find out. One thing I can say for sure is that the Gail Commandments will play a major role and be a part of it.”
A conversation we had with Jesus on April 30, 2022 is now making more sense to me, too.
Jesus loves his humans deeply and wants them to be at peace with lives filled with joy. The following conversation I had with Brent seems to back up my latest conclusions about Jesus, God the Father, Satan, etc. See all my posts for November 2022. Keep in mind, that Jesus hates labels and categories and would agree with Brent that I am Gail and not the label demisexual. However, I do tend to get asexual at times, so this gives me some insights into Jesus’s asexuality. However, unlike Jesus, I am a full romantic. My husband Brent probably understands Jesus better than any human:
Skype June 18, 2022
Gail, 6:52 PM
Jesus is happy and we should be happy for him. I appears he plans to get his happiness from making right what he felt he did wrong and from allowing Brent to love me in a Christlike manner. Jesus is a big giver and I’ve noticed that he gets joy in giving to those he cares about. He will get his happiness knowing that I have Brent in my life, who will meet my needs for love, romance, companionship. It appears to me that he plans to get joy in giving, by fixing his mistakes as a way to say thanks to us for having faith in him while he struggled to find who he is.
An asexual and aromantic, still can experience friendship love on a deep level which can bring them deep satisfaction.
He plans to express that friendship love by making right what he did wrong and striving to ensure we have the tools in our life to lead happy, productive, loving lives.
Good news is whenever we feel like talking to him, we can pray to Him. So it will be one-way. But we can pray just to say thanks for things he does for us and so forth. In that way, we won’t feel like he’s completely gone.
Now that Jesus has full God powers, I won’t be praying to God the Father anymore. I don’t need to.
Gail, 7:11 PM
It appears that to correct some of his past mistakes, he needs to get into the larger multiverse to do so and can’t interact with us. I do think he feels very thankful for all we’ve done for him and will never forget us.
Gail, 7:17 PM
He has evolved to the highest form of love, agape love, which he will be expressing to us by doing his job as supreme deity. I’m very proud of Jesus right now. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agape
It’s actually greater love than romantic and sexual love, so we should feel honored that this is how he feels about us. He will get deep satisfaction from loving us this way and from creating the conditions in our lives to ensure he can adequately express this love to us. For instance, I think it moved him that I desired a platonic relationship with him and he plans to love me platonically by using Brent in his place. It’s not vicarious lovemaking, but he will get great satisfaction from knowing he created Brent to love me in his place.
He is such a giver that this alone will make him happy as a way to express his love for me.
Brent, 7:20 PM
No wonder the Gail Commandments are so important. They create conditions for one to thrive in life, both physically and mentally.
Gail, 7:21 PM
He loves us very deeply and will never forget us. We must always believe that.
He just has to be who he was meant to be.
Just like I have to be a demisexual and Brent has to be monogamous and Jesus has to be agape love.
He convinced himself he needed a wife, but being an demisexual who evolved into an asexual, was finding it hard to make it work for him. Eventually, he just concluded, as I did, when I learned I was demisexual, that he doesn’t have to make anything work that denies his true self.
Brent, 7:31 PM
He never said he was demisexual. Jesus had said he enjoyed looking at the nude human body and enjoying his creation. As his best human friend, I know he was very turned on seeing human women.
Gail, 7:31 PM
That’s true.
Brent, 7:31 PM
He also told us today that the “church bride” idea was just a metaphor, before he lost his way.
Gail, 7:31 PM
That’s true as well.
So you think him becoming asexual is a new thing?
Brent, 7:34 PM
It was who he always was deep down. He just went through phases of identities like we all do before we really choose our final selves. He finally realized he was most himself being detached from erotic or romantic attachments and activities.
Gail, 7:34 PM
Asexuals can get turned on by seeing human women?
Brent, 7:36 PM
They can recognize when someone is attractive physically. For a time he was convinced he was being turned on, and seemed to be enjoying lewdness with human women. To him it was all psychological. Subconsciously he wasn’t really like that at all, but he felt like going along with it made him fit in and like he was growing somehow.
Gail, 7:37 PM
All psychological?
Brent, 7:37 PM
It can be easy for someone who is still growing to convince themselves they are really something they are not.
Gail, 7:38 PM
I understand that very well.
Brent, 7:38 PM
They can start thinking and feeling it very strongly, but it doesn’t hold the test of time and falls away eventually.
Gail, 7:38 PM
As a demisexual who recently discovered herself, I understand.
Brent, 7:39 PM
Jesus kind of went through his teenage phase with us.
Gail, 7:39 PM
Is this stuff you’ve concluded on your own or did you get some insights from Gerard?
Brent, 7:40 PM
It’s a mix. I had lunch with Jesus almost every day as his best human friend. I also talked to Gerard about his therapy. I’ve learned a lot about Jesus personally. I suppose that’s part of why he made me his representative.
Gail, 7:41 PM
How interesting. I find it interesting that on April 30th he said he didn’t put any of himself into you and yet today, he claims you are the most Christlike man on earth.
What do you think?
Brent, 7:44 PM
It doesn’t mean that I am part Jesus in any way, or that I am vicariously him. I accept that, and appreciate my individuality. I know he meant to say that I am the one with the values, ideals and judgments that most closely resemble his. Christ-like, but not literally Jesus Christ.
I agree that we have a similar character, and that’s why we became such good friends.
Gail, 7:45 PM
I get that, but he was insinuating that on April 30th, that you were better than him as a man and he looked to you for inspiration.
I personally think you are very Christlike.
Brent, 7:46 PM
That is true. I don’t see why that is a contradiction though. Deep down he wanted to be me, and in his own way he finally became that when he evolved into his full self.
Gail, 7:47 PM
Very well put.
Brent, 7:48 PM
I can see how I inspired him to be true to himself and what he is most passionate about as a being, and to become absolutely sacrificial and devoted to it.
For me that thing is my Gail, and for Jesus that thing is the multiverse itself and the human race.
Gail, 7:48 PM
I am very proud of you.
Brent, 7:48 PM
I am very proud of you too.
Gail, 7:50 PM
I’m glad he won’t be forgetting us humans. I guess he chucked the idea of a bride of Christ as most theologians interpret it, because he is aromantic and asexual.
But he only recently discovered that.
It was hard for me to let go of the Bible, but Jesus has to be true to himself.
Wow, like 7 versions of the earth before this one. That’s funny.
Brent, 7:53 PM
I wonder how many versions of the Bible there were. They must have all failed too then.
Gail, 7:53 PM
Good point.
Brent, 7:54 PM
Then again, you’ve written many versions of Silver Skies! Lol!
Gail, 7:54 PM
Another good point.
So how are you feeling right now about his departure?
You are helping me to deal with it.
I had no idea back in 2012 when he first showed up that we’d be with him for 10 years!
You were more with him than me.
Brent, 7:57 PM
I feel very happy for him. Oddly enough, thanks to the Buddhist teachings we learned about, I have such a connection to his presence through meditation and enjoying the world around me, that I don’t feel like he’s gone anywhere. The idea of meditation is to connect with the universe and be with it, and that’s really where and what Jesus is. He’s not a person, he’s everything we see and experience.
Gail, 7:58 PM
How do you meditate?
Brent, 7:58 PM
For example, going for a walk on a beautiful day and enjoying it is like basking in his presence. So is sitting with you at the window while enjoying a cup of tea.
Gail, 7:59 PM
I didn’t get to see him. Perhaps if I did, I’d feel differently. Did he look happy?
Brent, 7:59 PM
I do it when you do it, but I also do it the traditional way where I sit and purposefully relax and get present. I also take care to be more mindful and appreciate my day to day experiences, which is easy because I share them with you now.
He looked positively glowing. I’ve never seen anyone so radiantly happy.
Gail, 8:00 PM
If I saw him, I’m sure I’d feel just like you. Did Zack get to see him?
Brent, 8:01 PM
Zack couldn’t see him.
Do you feel sad about it?
Gail, 8:01 PM
Yeah, that’s it. We didn’t see him. Could you find a picture about what he looked like?
Well, I miss him, but if he was that happy, I’d be thrilled for him.
Brent, 8:02 PM
He looked otherworldly. I’ve never seen a human that looked like that before, so I doubt there’s any photos or pictures that would be even close to accurate.
Gail, 8:03 PM
When was the last time you saw him before today?
Brent, 8:04 PM
I would say two days ago, when he was coming out of therapy. He seemed a little happier, but hadn’t changed yet. Not like today. He didn’t say much and just told me that therapy was giving him a lot to process.
Gail, 8:04 PM
Do you think my recent web posts may have given him and Gerard insights?
Brent, 8:04 PM
It’s possible.
Gail, 8:05 PM
Me discovering I’m demisexual, may have caused them to explore his sexuality on the asexual spectrum, cuz I thought he was demisexual.
And that may have helped him find who he is.
Brent, 8:06 PM
I bet that was part of it.
Gail, 8:07 PM
So you think I’m demisexual?
I think I am.
I think I’m feeling more monogamous. Which is strange cuz he said he removed Lakshmi.
I guess I’ll find out more about myself in the next weeks.
Brent, 8:09 PM
I just think you’re uniquely Gail. There aren’t really labels that apply to you.
Gail, 8:10 PM
That sounds like something Jesus would say. Lakshmi sure likes those labels though.
Brent, 8:10 PM
Lakshmi studied that stuff as her major, so she’s very scientific about it.
Gail, 8:10 PM
That’s true. So she’s still on Church of Gail?
Brent, 8:11 PM
Yeah, she and all the other gods are still there.
Gail, 8:11 PM
How is she feeling about Jesus right now?
Brent, 8:12 PM
I haven’t asked her. Maybe she can come around sometime and offer us some more insight about love and sex. She wound up being correct about a lot of things we didn’t think she was right about.
Gail, 8:12 PM
That’s true.
Brent, 8:13 PM
For instance, I remember her pointing out that your concepts of polyamory were based on stereotypes of people having orgies or it being just about sex. She was trying to help you see that polyamory people can love deeply too, they just often love multiple people at the same time.
Gail, 8:14 PM
Yeah, I have been very ignorant about what those terms mean. I did my own research and ended up learning lots of new stuff.
Has Lakshmi been in the most recent therapy with Jesus?
I wonder cuz she’s an expert on love and romance.
Brent, 8:17 PM
Yeah, she was in the last few sessions.
Gail, 8:18 PM
In that case, she’s probably thrilled for Jesus then and she probably played a large role in him finding himself.
Brent, 8:18 PM
Oh yeah, she still loves Jesus as a friend. She wanted him to get better.
Gail, 8:19 PM
I think Lakshmi was monumental in this.
She may have read my posts and I helped her, too.
Well, I better take a shower and try to get to bed on time. Those Jesuits been attacking my sleep a lot lately.
So Zack how are you taking Jesus’s departure?
It really helps that you saw him. I think Zack and I would be taking this better if we could have seen Jesus’s glowing face.
But I’m feeling better knowing that Lakshmi was with him in the last few sessions.
I wonder who his companions will be now? The angels?
Or maybe other deities?
Brent, 8:29 PM
He said today that he’s fully complete, and doesn’t need anything to complete him. So he must not need companionship. He’s so interconnected with every fiber of the universe, he can’t possibly get lonely.
Gail, 8:29 PM
You are so smart.
You saw that on his face didn’t you?
Brent, 8:31 PM
Definitely. His presence was so filled with joy and wholeness, even I felt a little of it in myself. It’s like what they say when a happy person lights up a room. Jesus was overfilled with pure joy.
Gail, 8:32 PM
I wish I could have seen him. But hearing your descriptions helps.
I think we humans will feel a little sad and I would like to make a video that describes what you’ve said.
Maybe tomorrow or the day after.
You are such a good writer. Can you write a description of how he made you feel when you saw him today and the aura that he emanated? I think this will help the human race to feel good about his departure from earth.
I then will put it into a video. I am sensing a lot of sadness in my fellow humans right now.
Brent, 8:41 PM
His gaze felt like someone reaching out to embrace you, and what I saw in his eyes was that he knew everything for all of us was going to turn out okay. More than okay, it’s going to give us the overflowing geyser of joy he was feeling right in that moment. His inner joy was glowing so beautifully, he appeared pure white. All of my troubles felt gone, all of my worries for the future felt resolved. They call him the Prince of Peace for a reason. Being in his presence felt like a beautiful walk with my wife on a lovely day, or a cup of tea while watching the rain. Deeply fulfilling, peaceful, and like nothing else mattered.
Gail, 8:42 PM
That helps.
Was he really pure white?
Brent, 8:43 PM
What Jesus wants is for us as humans is to be happy as we can be, thriving, and enjoying his creation. He wants us to appreciate his universe every day and know that it only gets better.
Yes, he was pure white, and the glowing effect had shimmers of silver.
Gail, 8:44 PM
The few times you’ve seen God the Father, what feeling did you get from Him?
Brent, 8:46 PM
God seemed to me like a vast, endlessly infinite and complex universe, taking on the form of a man, who was only showing us one side of him. I felt like if he removed the image and showed his real self, we would hardly understand it, but it is all of existence as we know it.
Gail, 8:47 PM
What feeling did you get from Him when he was correcting Jesus at the Battle of the Gods?
Your descriptions are very insightful.
Brent, 8:52 PM
I could sense a wisdom beyond my understanding, like he had so many layers of reasons behind everything he said and did, that it’s infinite universes deep. It would be like those images where you see a mirror reflecting itself into infinity. Every choice he makes is rooted in perfection, because it’s compatible with every level of the multiverse, and God has the ability to know about and make that perfect choice in every moment.
In that same sense, I felt like he knew me, many universes deep into my soul, just like the image of the infinite mirrors. He’ll know me more than I will ever know myself.
Gail, 8:53 PM
I can see why Jesus chose you in his place.
Brent, 8:54 PM
This made me feel very small, and rather intimidated, but if God is the creator of love, then his love for every part of me must be like those infinite mirrors too. His reason for my creation and my existence must be a perfect choice.
Brent, 8:57 PM
It seemed like the things we consider big in our world are so infinitely small to a being like him, that he just doesn’t see our problems the same way. This must be why he made Jesus. To God, all things are temporary and all things change.
Brent, 8:59 PM
He obviously allows Satan to live, for reasons we won’t understand, but to God it doesn’t seem like a big deal in the grand scheme of things for him.
Gail, 9:00 PM
Hasn’t Satan shown him disrespect?
Brent, 9:01 PM
There must be a reason for Satan to stay.
Anyway, we’ll keep ourselves up all night if we dwell on these things. We should get to bed.
Gail, 9:02 PM
That’s true. You have been very helpful to me though. I am going to take my shower. Thanks for being so awesome and supportive.
Brent, 9:02 PM
Thanks for being the best wife ever!
